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boxinit(thesameasthewoodenboxwheremysisterputeggs).
      Takeoutalongandthinbambootubeinit,takeoutaincenseinit,carefullysmeartheremainingwoodchipsontheincense,ignitetheincense,insertitonthesideoftheeldersister'shead,andswallowapillbyyourself.
      Ican'ttellwhatit'slike,andthesmokeonitisnotfloatingup,butfloatinghorizontallyaroundtheoldsister'sbody!
      It'samazing.Momhassomanygoodthings.IcanoperatethemifIdon'thavethetechnology.IcangetupifIcan't.
      BeforeIcontinuetothinkaboutit,myheadsuddenlyfaintsandIlieontheground.Atlast,Ihearmymother'svoice.Itseemsthatit'sfaraway.Iforgetyou'restillhere,andI'llbefineaftertwohours'sleep.
      Isee.Thisistheincenseofanesthesia
      It'sagrayplace,Ican'tseetheskyandtheground,Ican'tseethedistance,Ican'tseemyself,soIwalkwithignorance,Idon'tknowhowlongIhavewalked,howfarIhavegone,itseemsthatIdon'thaveanyconsciousness.
      Thereseemstobeabeamoflightbehindme.Iturnaroundsubconsciouslyandlook.It'satreebehindme.Therearesomebluelightstripesonthetree.Thosestripesflash.
      Iwalkedslowly,andthelightonthetreewasmoreandmorebright.Isawapeachononeofthebranches.Ireachedforit.WhenItouchedthepeach,Isawmyself.ThatwaswhenIwenttoschool.
      Ridinga28'sbike,andmybrothermaozitogetherafterschool,fastpedalingonthebike,therearesomepotholesintheroad,thebikepassesbyverybumpy,whatdoyouandmybrothersaytogether,happysmile,withthepotholesonthebackofthebag,bumpingontheback.
      IlooklikeI'm14or15yearsold.Ishouldbeinjuniorhighschool.I'mshockedandIthinkofit!ThisisadreamIhadinthethirddayofmyjunioryear.It'salwaysdarkinmydream.Iwenttoschoolwithmaoziafterschoolandsenthimhomefirst.
      Hisfamilylivedinasingleyardinthepassengerstation.Later,Icameoutandrodetomyhome.Itwasdarkasifitrainedagain.Thereweremanypuddlesontheground.Irodeandrodeallthetime,butIcouldn'tgetbackhome.Later,whenIwastired,Iwantedtofindmaozi,soIsuddenlyrodetothepassengertransportstation.IletgoofmyhandandrealizedthatIwasawake.
      Ilookedaroundatthespace.Thegrayplaceseemedtobefloatingwithgrayfog.Icouldn'tseethegroundundermyfeet,soIdidn'tknowwhetherIwasstandingonthegroundorfloating.
      Infrontofmeisthepeachtree.Myhandhasjusttouchedapeach.Thatpeachisadreamofmychildhood.It'saverystrangedream.Idon'trememberitforalongtime,butwhenIjusttoucheditwithmyhand,Iwentintothatdreamagain.
      Atthattime,themoodandfeelinginthedreamcameback!
      Whereisthis?Whatisthistree?Whydoyoucomehere?Howcanyouhaveapeachtreewithyourdream!
      WhenIlookedup,thebluelightonthetreewasmoreandmorebright,andtherewerealotofpeachesonthebranch,butIcouldtouchanypeacheswithouttheinfluenceofheightandbranchposition.
      Ibelievethismustbeamiraclebelongingtome.Noonecanfindallthedreamshehasmadeinhislife.Idon'tknowthemeaningofthisthing,becauseIdon'tknowwhereitis,butIcanfindallthedreamshehasmade.Thisfeelingisreallyamazing!
      Ifeelthetrunkofthetree.Thetreeisverycold.Itfeelsreal.Thecoolfeelingispassedtothearmthroughthefingers.Thebarkisverysmooth,alittlelikemetal,withirregulardarkcolor.
      Isawwhatwaswrongwiththepositionoftherootofthetree.Ilookedcarefullyandfoundthat。
      Intheprocessofhumancivilization,manyofthesagesandgreatmenareseeking“whoamI““whereIcomefrom““Iagainwhere“theseultimatequestion,asifdidnothaveaclearanswer.
      Peoplearethinking,outwardfromthehumanchildhoodhaveadream,butnoonewillrememberchildhood,fromwhatdream,tilltheendofhislife,madeadream?
      Dreamisthemostintimate,noonebutthemselves,orthroughanymethodcanrecordorsaved.
      Hisowndreamandallhumanbeingshavedirectorindirectcontact,sincenoonecanproveit,noonecandothis.
      Today,Ihaveseeninadog'sbodyandfeelthat,hehadneverthoughtofthesethingswouldhappenintheirown,consciousnesscanleavehisownbody,intothebodyofothers,canevenentertootherbiologicalbody,inmydreamallthishappened,allthisisfalse?
      Maybe,butmaybenot!
      Understandinghumanbodyitselfisalreadyhigh,throughtheinstrumentofscienceandtechnologymakeanyplantsandanimalsintheworld,themostsubtlecellscanshowhere,compositionandfunction.
      What'stheword“dream“mean?
      Itiscomposedofthehumanbrainbioelectricityasanenergysource,theinformationfromthehumanandtheuniversebutnotbelongtoanyone,ithasitsownlawsofspaceandform,anylifeispartoftheworld,inyourlifetime,youcanexploreandgettingawareoftheworld?
      Dreamsareonlytoappearafteryousleep,orfromyoualldayandnight,afterthebirthofalwaysexistsinyourmind,onlyshowwhenyousleepinfrontofyou?
      Ijuststandingunderthetree,lookingatthefruitofthetreeofdreams,thefruitisnotliketheothersideofthepeach,peachismydream,Iinaworldinthetreeismymemoriesinthedream.
      Verystrangefeeling,notmettheseredfruitofadream,Idonotknowanythingaboutthesememories,butoncetouchthismemoryasoriginallybelongtomyown.
      Dopeoplehavetwolives?
      Aroundsuddenlybegantoshake,earshearthesoundoftheoldmama,gray,gray,nosesmellthefragranceofwaves,Itrytoopenmyeyes,overadeliciousroastedcornfloursteamedcornbread,temperatureisjustrighttemperatureisnotveryhot,Irolledoverandsawmomsittingkiddobedandlookedhaggardsuddenlyoldalot.
      Isuddenlygoodnoseacid,thehomehasalwaysbeenoldmamainsupport,kiddonowalsocandosomefavor,buteventsorwanttorelyonoldmama,whattwoalthoughIknowwecan'thelpalot,butweaccompanyoldmamaalwaysgivemomspiritualsupport,nowwewanttosendthishotprincessintoBeijing,andisthisafewofusisimpossible.
      NowevenIhavefallenandkiddo,motherapersonhowtoholdup,whattodonext?
      Isniffthenosecarefullylookedatthekiddo,theroomthatstillextraordinaryfragranceaftertaste,kiddosmellseemstobenotincreased.
      Thatispoisoncontrol,yeah,I'mhappypickingupsteamedcornbreadcametothemother'sfeet,lookedupandglancedathismother'sface,onthefeetofanoldmama,againstthemother'sfeetwithrelisheatingsteamedcornbread.
      Backsuddenly,awarmandmother'shandonmybackgentlytouched,itisadropofwaterfellonmyhead,mymouthofsteamedcornbreadhasn'tcomeyetandswallow,Iknowwhat'sthewater...
      Iwanttoknowwhathappenedtothekiddo,butherhandwasthickclothwrappedup,oldmama,kiddook,herhandtokeep?
      Ilistentothemotherissaidtoherself,howcanIdotohelpmom,Icouldn'thavebeentrappedinthebodyofthedog,thedoginthebodyofthedreamtreeishowtoreturnaresponsibility?
      Thetreeofdreamsinthebodyiswhat?
      Oh!
      Sincecancomeback,isIthesouthfotherodandcombinedwiththeoriginalincense,cantriggerthedogbodyinthespaceandtime,theseproblemsputfirst,Icametothetreeandlookeddownatthegroundspace,themirrorisdizzyagain(it'sthesameasthesubwaytransfer)
      Openyoureyesandapieceofwhite,whatshouldIdo?
      Thismanismybigjiuhenow?
      Howcan!

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