boxinit(thesameasthewoodenboxwheremysisterputeggs).
Takeoutalongandthinbambootubeinit,takeoutaincenseinit,carefullysmeartheremainingwoodchipsontheincense,ignitetheincense,insertitonthesideoftheeldersister'shead,andswallowapillbyyourself.
Ican'ttellwhatit'slike,andthesmokeonitisnotfloatingup,butfloatinghorizontallyaroundtheoldsister'sbody!
It'samazing.Momhassomanygoodthings.IcanoperatethemifIdon'thavethetechnology.IcangetupifIcan't.
BeforeIcontinuetothinkaboutit,myheadsuddenlyfaintsandIlieontheground.Atlast,Ihearmymother'svoice.Itseemsthatit'sfaraway.Iforgetyou'restillhere,andI'llbefineaftertwohours'sleep.
Isee.Thisistheincenseofanesthesia
It'sagrayplace,Ican'tseetheskyandtheground,Ican'tseethedistance,Ican'tseemyself,soIwalkwithignorance,Idon'tknowhowlongIhavewalked,howfarIhavegone,itseemsthatIdon'thaveanyconsciousness.
Thereseemstobeabeamoflightbehindme.Iturnaroundsubconsciouslyandlook.It'satreebehindme.Therearesomebluelightstripesonthetree.Thosestripesflash.
Iwalkedslowly,andthelightonthetreewasmoreandmorebright.Isawapeachononeofthebranches.Ireachedforit.WhenItouchedthepeach,Isawmyself.ThatwaswhenIwenttoschool.
Ridinga28'sbike,andmybrothermaozitogetherafterschool,fastpedalingonthebike,therearesomepotholesintheroad,thebikepassesbyverybumpy,whatdoyouandmybrothersaytogether,happysmile,withthepotholesonthebackofthebag,bumpingontheback.
IlooklikeI'm14or15yearsold.Ishouldbeinjuniorhighschool.I'mshockedandIthinkofit!ThisisadreamIhadinthethirddayofmyjunioryear.It'salwaysdarkinmydream.Iwenttoschoolwithmaoziafterschoolandsenthimhomefirst.
Hisfamilylivedinasingleyardinthepassengerstation.Later,Icameoutandrodetomyhome.Itwasdarkasifitrainedagain.Thereweremanypuddlesontheground.Irodeandrodeallthetime,butIcouldn'tgetbackhome.Later,whenIwastired,Iwantedtofindmaozi,soIsuddenlyrodetothepassengertransportstation.IletgoofmyhandandrealizedthatIwasawake.
Ilookedaroundatthespace.Thegrayplaceseemedtobefloatingwithgrayfog.Icouldn'tseethegroundundermyfeet,soIdidn'tknowwhetherIwasstandingonthegroundorfloating.
Infrontofmeisthepeachtree.Myhandhasjusttouchedapeach.Thatpeachisadreamofmychildhood.It'saverystrangedream.Idon'trememberitforalongtime,butwhenIjusttoucheditwithmyhand,Iwentintothatdreamagain.
Atthattime,themoodandfeelinginthedreamcameback!
Whereisthis?Whatisthistree?Whydoyoucomehere?Howcanyouhaveapeachtreewithyourdream!
WhenIlookedup,thebluelightonthetreewasmoreandmorebright,andtherewerealotofpeachesonthebranch,butIcouldtouchanypeacheswithouttheinfluenceofheightandbranchposition.
Ibelievethismustbeamiraclebelongingtome.Noonecanfindallthedreamshehasmadeinhislife.Idon'tknowthemeaningofthisthing,becauseIdon'tknowwhereitis,butIcanfindallthedreamshehasmade.Thisfeelingisreallyamazing!
Ifeelthetrunkofthetree.Thetreeisverycold.Itfeelsreal.Thecoolfeelingispassedtothearmthroughthefingers.Thebarkisverysmooth,alittlelikemetal,withirregulardarkcolor.
Isawwhatwaswrongwiththepositionoftherootofthetree.Ilookedcarefullyandfoundthat。
Intheprocessofhumancivilization,manyofthesagesandgreatmenareseeking“whoamI““whereIcomefrom““Iagainwhere“theseultimatequestion,asifdidnothaveaclearanswer.
Peoplearethinking,outwardfromthehumanchildhoodhaveadream,butnoonewillrememberchildhood,fromwhatdream,tilltheendofhislife,madeadream?
Dreamisthemostintimate,noonebutthemselves,orthroughanymethodcanrecordorsaved.
Hisowndreamandallhumanbeingshavedirectorindirectcontact,sincenoonecanproveit,noonecandothis.
Today,Ihaveseeninadog'sbodyandfeelthat,hehadneverthoughtofthesethingswouldhappenintheirown,consciousnesscanleavehisownbody,intothebodyofothers,canevenentertootherbiologicalbody,inmydreamallthishappened,allthisisfalse?
Maybe,butmaybenot!
Understandinghumanbodyitselfisalreadyhigh,throughtheinstrumentofscienceandtechnologymakeanyplantsandanimalsintheworld,themostsubtlecellscanshowhere,compositionandfunction.
What'stheword“dream“mean?
Itiscomposedofthehumanbrainbioelectricityasanenergysource,theinformationfromthehumanandtheuniversebutnotbelongtoanyone,ithasitsownlawsofspaceandform,anylifeispartoftheworld,inyourlifetime,youcanexploreandgettingawareoftheworld?
Dreamsareonlytoappearafteryousleep,orfromyoualldayandnight,afterthebirthofalwaysexistsinyourmind,onlyshowwhenyousleepinfrontofyou?
Ijuststandingunderthetree,lookingatthefruitofthetreeofdreams,thefruitisnotliketheothersideofthepeach,peachismydream,Iinaworldinthetreeismymemoriesinthedream.
Verystrangefeeling,notmettheseredfruitofadream,Idonotknowanythingaboutthesememories,butoncetouchthismemoryasoriginallybelongtomyown.
Dopeoplehavetwolives?
Aroundsuddenlybegantoshake,earshearthesoundoftheoldmama,gray,gray,nosesmellthefragranceofwaves,Itrytoopenmyeyes,overadeliciousroastedcornfloursteamedcornbread,temperatureisjustrighttemperatureisnotveryhot,Irolledoverandsawmomsittingkiddobedandlookedhaggardsuddenlyoldalot.
Isuddenlygoodnoseacid,thehomehasalwaysbeenoldmamainsupport,kiddonowalsocandosomefavor,buteventsorwanttorelyonoldmama,whattwoalthoughIknowwecan'thelpalot,butweaccompanyoldmamaalwaysgivemomspiritualsupport,nowwewanttosendthishotprincessintoBeijing,andisthisafewofusisimpossible.
NowevenIhavefallenandkiddo,motherapersonhowtoholdup,whattodonext?
Isniffthenosecarefullylookedatthekiddo,theroomthatstillextraordinaryfragranceaftertaste,kiddosmellseemstobenotincreased.
Thatispoisoncontrol,yeah,I'mhappypickingupsteamedcornbreadcametothemother'sfeet,lookedupandglancedathismother'sface,onthefeetofanoldmama,againstthemother'sfeetwithrelisheatingsteamedcornbread.
Backsuddenly,awarmandmother'shandonmybackgentlytouched,itisadropofwaterfellonmyhead,mymouthofsteamedcornbreadhasn'tcomeyetandswallow,Iknowwhat'sthewater...
Iwanttoknowwhathappenedtothekiddo,butherhandwasthickclothwrappedup,oldmama,kiddook,herhandtokeep?
Ilistentothemotherissaidtoherself,howcanIdotohelpmom,Icouldn'thavebeentrappedinthebodyofthedog,thedoginthebodyofthedreamtreeishowtoreturnaresponsibility?
Thetreeofdreamsinthebodyiswhat?
Oh!
Sincecancomeback,isIthesouthfotherodandcombinedwiththeoriginalincense,cantriggerthedogbodyinthespaceandtime,theseproblemsputfirst,Icametothetreeandlookeddownatthegroundspace,themirrorisdizzyagain(it'sthesameasthesubwaytransfer)
Openyoureyesandapieceofwhite,whatshouldIdo?
Thismanismybigjiuhenow?
Howcan!
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